
मैं कब से ढूँढ़ रहा हूँ
Main Kab Se Dhundh Raha Hun
Bhagwati Charan Verma
8 verses · ~18 lines · 1 min
№ MMXXVI
RACHNA · A LIVING ARCHIVE
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MM · XXVI

5 verses · ~1 min
किन उपकरणों का दीपक, किसका जलता है तेल? किसकि वर्त्ति, कौन करता इसका ज्वाला से मेल?
शून्य काल के पुलिनों पर- जाकर चुपके से मौन, इसे बहा जाता लहरों में वह रहस्यमय कौन?
कुहरे सा धुँधला भविष्य है, है अतीत तम घोर; कौन बता देगा जाता यह किस असीम की ओर?
पावस की निशि में जुगनू का- ज्यों आलोक-प्रसार। इस आभा में लगता तम का और गहन विस्तार।
इन उत्ताल तरंगों पर सह- झंझा के आघात, जलना ही रहस्य है बुझना - है नैसर्गिक बात!
इति
The Poet
Mahadevi Varma
1907 · 1987
Mahadevi Varma stands as the absolute pinnacle of lyrical mysticism in modern Hindi literature. Born in 1907 in Farrukhabad, she was a central pillar of the Chhayavaad romantic movement and is universally revered as the modern Meera for the intense spiritual devotion embedded in her verse. She lived a life of fierce intellectual independence. As the principal of the Prayag Mahila Vidyapeeth, she revolutionized women's education in India, while her literary salon in Allahabad became the epicenter of Hindi letters. Her poetic masterworks, including Yama, Nihar, and Rashmi, are profound meditations on sorrow, the eternal soul, and the quiet strength of the natural world. She did not merely write about pain. She transformed it into a vehicle for spiritual liberation. Honored with the Jnanpith Award in 1982 and the Padma Vibhushan, she passed away in 1987. She remains an immortal figure whose words continue to offer solace to anyone who has ever felt the ache of existential longing.

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